January 2011
15 posts
If you're not aware, you make my life much better...
Chinese New Year is in a few days time. Excited?? but before everything.. did you owe anybody anything? an apology? a thank you? whatever it is. A new year means a new start! leave all the hatred you bear behind and live happier. As you wouldn’t know what might happen tmr.
FOR ME, I JUST want to be happier these New Year! :)
dear hairdresser, I think you cut my fringe too short already...
Sigh.
I dont know what to do, what to say, how to feel better. I just want to be alone. Like all alone from everything else, anybody who knows me, knows my problems. I just want to be really alone. Go to a place where nobody know shit bout me. So I can just sit and stare into space thinking without anyone bothering me.
I really feel so terrible. I never felt like that before. The longest ever...
I Hate Myself!
I really do. Why isit me that you chose to go thru all this shit?
I’m Sorry..I really am.
To Alicia, “Sorry” may not be what you want to hear from me but all I can say is, stay strong and walk thru it all. I know you can do it! Jiayou! :)
and to all of you who’s concerned. I know I’m such a disappointment.
but still the same. I’m SORRY.
Ever told by someone you're selfish?
I’m thinking, crying, shaking as I’m typing all this now. A foolish choice indeed.
This afternoon, I told my mum my decision and she told me is just 1 more year, why? I just told her please, really didn’t want to breakdown infront of her but still I did. Why can’t I be stronger? I hate myself badly.
Anyway, running away from everything is what I’m always good at, so...
I'm not allowed to cry Dawn!
please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please don’t cry please...
You know the feeling when you lost someone who was...
So much has happened, so much has changed. I really dunno how to face all this shit anymore. I need a break from school. I’m trying my best to stay strong and act as if nothing else can bring me down by I’m just getting weaker and weaker as day goes by. I need a shoulder to lean on, I need to solve it, I need your advice, I want to share all of it with you.
But now the distance...
